It's ennui

I'm losing it.

I think it's getting meaningless for me to blog now as I see no purpose in it anymore. I'm just boring people with my unexciting life here. I used to do it as I know he will come around but now I think he might not even be aware that this blog still exist. I don't know why I'm having a feeling of uncertainty now.

It just seemed to be drifting further and further away. The assurance is no longer around........