Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget.
It was a hard line to walk

It didn't feel like the pain had weaken over time,
rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

The depth of life will dim, the temptation to live for you. I heard him, I had no will to fight. It was so clear, so much more defined than any memory, my subconsciousness had stored him in flawless detail, saving him for this final moment.

Will you appear if my adrenaline increase as well?