Make it rock

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Woots, I'm back to blog again. I know its been ages since I last update but Ive been quite busy and also *ahem* lazy lahs.

Anyway, life has been good for me so far. Currently I'm looking for a temp job, but it seems like I have no luck at all. *humph*
I have a long *wishlist* and hope to be able to fulfil it all when I found a job. Ugh, bad luck, no job, no money.

Let me have a job soon please!!! I wanna a iPhone =/

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I can't go any further than this

Don't forget

Lovely bouquet from sweetheart

Hi everyone, sorry for the lack of updates as I've been really really lazy to do do any blogging until now. The past few months had been a good one and here we are in year 2010 February already. Time really flies!!!

Anyway, I'm 20 already(so old), just had my birthday last week and spent it my lovely sweetheart. It was supposed to be a surprise but i sort of ruined it(or rather he did not planned properly?). LOLs, anyway it was fun and I appreciate the effort in it.

My ice-cream cake that could barely last for an hour.

Another thing is that CNY is around the corner, can't wait to feast on the goodies!!! On the other hand I'm trying to lose weight. Oh, whatever, slimming can wait after the festive season. HAHA

Counting down another 30 days!!! So excited!!! :)))

I'm here, all alone

I'm miles from where you are,
laying down on the cold ground,
and I'll pray that something picks me up,
and sets me down in your warm arms.

Insomniac

Why do I tire of counting sheep?

New moon is finally showing, omg. I love both Edward and Jacob. I can watch the whole movie over again and again.

Sometimes is it just coincidental or fated?

I remember when I was reading the book New Moon, he left me the way Edward left Bella, that why I felt so connected to Bella in New Moon. Because I can feel the pain and suffering she is feeling as well. Now that New Moon is resurfacing to me again, i.e the movie, I can feel the pain again.

The same thing is happening to me all over again. The same girl, the same month, the same lies, the same hurt. =/

好人,坏人

I'll say I hate you now.
But I know I can never fool myself

I've been having mixed feelings recently. I don't know how to explain it, it's so complicated that sometimes I don't even really know what I really want. Reality world is so cruel, people are so scheming and cunning. Sigh. Sometimes, I wished I could go back to when I was young and everything were just as simple as how I love you.

When I think back to everything that had happened from day one to now, I really hate you, no, your actions. The way you handle us, the way you treated us, the lies you gave.

Deep down inside, I know I'll always have love for you. I thought you could set me free, told me truth, that I wasn't the girl for you, yet time and again you made me hopeful, I trusted you so. Still, I didn't have any clue, my heart just depended on you. Now that you left me alone, even though I knew the truth, I'm the only one in pain, will you please take it all away?

my dear, I can't bear to see you loving another girl.

Btw, should I get an iPhone 3GS? Hmm..

Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget.
It was a hard line to walk

It didn't feel like the pain had weaken over time,
rather that I'd grown strong enough to bear it.

The depth of life will dim, the temptation to live for you. I heard him, I had no will to fight. It was so clear, so much more defined than any memory, my subconsciousness had stored him in flawless detail, saving him for this final moment.

Will you appear if my adrenaline increase as well?

Above and beyond

And yet, to say the truth,
reason and love keep little company together nowadays. -William Shakespeare

A really chio X'mas tree

I've not been updating for centuries mann. Well, life is pretty much mundane when school reopen as everyday is just the same. Yayness for the new semester as I love the timetable to bits! I have more time for my afternoon nap.

Anyway, I went for a career fair this morning and got so many freebies (souvenirs) from all the different career booth. It was also really exciting and fun with frens around. After touring the exhibit, we went to the canteen for our brunch. What upsetting is the long delay of the bus back, made me stand under the scorching sun for almost an hour, oh mannn.

Exams are around the corner again, and Santa is coming to visit town soon! I can't wait for joyful Christmas to come.

Some pictures of the souvenirs from the fair and some snacks my uncle brought back from Japan. Ohmyy, the snacks are wrapped in really cute wrappers. I am yearning for Japan now as well! XOXO

I want to travel, travel, travel to lots of different places, SWEET.

Really cute snacks right.

They are actually nuts.
The back view Another snack which is like a muffin that taste like vanilla

I wanted to make it a closer view, but my lousy HP camera.... Haiz

The souvenirs from career fair

From Air Force, specifically sign on RSAF so as to get the keychain in this goodie bag, only to realised my bag so suay don't have the keychain. =.=

Only have these badges, which is not really useful at all. I swear the keychain is really cool, and Grace got it. Arrgh.

The correction tape is so unique, I woundn't bear to use it... TCC cookies, wrapped so nicely.

Not forgetting my beloved Xiuwen's birthday, it was weeks ago, only uploaded it today. LOL

Happy 20th birthday babe.

I uploaded it cuz it looks really tempting to eat again. HAHAHA

Promises can be made empty

I found myself waking at this time, eyes teary. I didn't realised one can actually cry while in sleep. Everything will be fine if i just dun pick up his call. The feelings will fade in time. Why am i so useless? I'm so miserable, i wan to wake up. I'm in agony, no matter where i am or wad i do, i miss him so much. I'm afraid i won't wake up. I don't know what to do. I'm so confuse . I'm sorry. I thought i can do it, but i can't. I can't tell right from wrong. I'm so useless. I failed everyone and wasted time.