Above and beyond

And yet, to say the truth,
reason and love keep little company together nowadays. -William Shakespeare

A really chio X'mas tree

I've not been updating for centuries mann. Well, life is pretty much mundane when school reopen as everyday is just the same. Yayness for the new semester as I love the timetable to bits! I have more time for my afternoon nap.

Anyway, I went for a career fair this morning and got so many freebies (souvenirs) from all the different career booth. It was also really exciting and fun with frens around. After touring the exhibit, we went to the canteen for our brunch. What upsetting is the long delay of the bus back, made me stand under the scorching sun for almost an hour, oh mannn.

Exams are around the corner again, and Santa is coming to visit town soon! I can't wait for joyful Christmas to come.

Some pictures of the souvenirs from the fair and some snacks my uncle brought back from Japan. Ohmyy, the snacks are wrapped in really cute wrappers. I am yearning for Japan now as well! XOXO

I want to travel, travel, travel to lots of different places, SWEET.

Really cute snacks right.

They are actually nuts.
The back view Another snack which is like a muffin that taste like vanilla

I wanted to make it a closer view, but my lousy HP camera.... Haiz

The souvenirs from career fair

From Air Force, specifically sign on RSAF so as to get the keychain in this goodie bag, only to realised my bag so suay don't have the keychain. =.=

Only have these badges, which is not really useful at all. I swear the keychain is really cool, and Grace got it. Arrgh.

The correction tape is so unique, I woundn't bear to use it... TCC cookies, wrapped so nicely.

Not forgetting my beloved Xiuwen's birthday, it was weeks ago, only uploaded it today. LOL

Happy 20th birthday babe.

I uploaded it cuz it looks really tempting to eat again. HAHAHA

Promises can be made empty

I found myself waking at this time, eyes teary. I didn't realised one can actually cry while in sleep. Everything will be fine if i just dun pick up his call. The feelings will fade in time. Why am i so useless? I'm so miserable, i wan to wake up. I'm in agony, no matter where i am or wad i do, i miss him so much. I'm afraid i won't wake up. I don't know what to do. I'm so confuse . I'm sorry. I thought i can do it, but i can't. I can't tell right from wrong. I'm so useless. I failed everyone and wasted time.

F1 rocks Singapore!!!

Only remembering that he loved me,
that he wanted me, that I was his.

Day 2,

Formula BMW qualifying






Day 2, Asto Martin qualifying



Day 2, F1 practice n qualifying









Lewis Hamilton got 1st in the qualifying!!! yeah!!!




Day 3, BMW race final




Day 3, Aston Martin race final



Day 3, Porsche race final






Day 3, F1 race final









Final few laps, and winner is......




Lewis Hamilton!!!

Damn cute lahs..

The pictures I uploaded it in fb.. Lazy to upload to blogger again.. Haha.

Damn shag after the 3-days event but ot was great fun and good experience..

Haha. Shall update again.

Nights!!!

Unwholesomely gloomy ( EDITTED )

I'm in the Twilight of my life,

fortune slowly dwindling away

The precarious fate held ceaselessly ahead of me, I wonder when this period of dismal will end. The recent events had me being chagrin deeply. I had no idea on how and what I could possibly do to change anything at all. It is beyond my control. I don't know when my surly sky will turn sunny again. Am I curmudgeons at all? I do not have a very good temper, I know that. But.. I doubt that I'm a difficult person to be with.. Right? I believed it's still tolerable and not that seriously bad.

I had been having weird dreams recently, nightmares that were etched in my mind even when I was awake. In mid-day, parts of it just came flashing past my mind. I wonder whether if it was a bad sign.
I dreamt of my Edward (if you get what I really mean), things happened that were not even close to reality. Yet again, seemed real. I could hardly distinguish the dream from my world to the outside world.

I was feeling so scared and helpless in my dream, he left me alone to fend for myself in an unknown area filled with darkness. Promises were broken, tears were shed. He never showed up for me again. I gone to places that I had never been before, saw people whom I never met before. It was so weird, but then again the dream seemed so real, I returned to the similar dream probably most of the other nights. Only that the situation changes every now and then. The intention is mutual.

Perhaps I am having much troubles right now, mostly circumstances that are beyond my control. That is why my mind is speculating so much over it, subconsciously it is trying to find a way out, to the root of the problem. Come what may, I'm irrefutably lost at the will of another. I guess I can only wait and pray for things to turn for the better, in times to come.. ( I hope.. )


I want to read Breaking dawn. My patience is running low, I can't wait any longer already!!!

P/S. I spotted this clip in Youtube acting out New Moon. It's damn hilarious and obviously for your info it's totally not even close to the story at all. It's just the funny version and just for laugh. HAHA, it's really cute.

I've embedded the twilight version and new moon version. They have so much more other different movie which you can really watch at how creative they are.

This is twilight.



This is New Moon.

I wan to have a Baby too.

It will be a good way to die,
in the place of someone else,
someone I loved

Look at this video of a really adorable baby. Aww.. Makes me wanna have one too... They really brighten up your day! I remember there was once I was sitting on the train where a little boy sat beside me, I think he is most probably 4 or 5 years old. he was playing with his toy on his hand, then he just talked to me randomly. He was smiling and chatting away, I don't know why at the moment when I see him smile, I feel really happy too. They are just so innocently adorable.

But, I believe giving birth is not a really pleasant experience to go through. I shudder at the thought of it mannn. The whole process from being pregnant to actual giving birth. OMG, talking about having labour, I can't imagine how painful it's gonna be. Eww, just thinking of it makes me have goosebumps already. LOL, nevermind, let's stop here.

Football frenzy

Which club you prefer
Man Utd or Liverpool?

Okay, this post is gonna be very random as I'll be talking about football. Well, I'm not really a big football fan who goes to watch every football match that is happening neither am I those girls who dislike football and thinks that it is only for guys.

I have many little boy cousins who loves football. Most of them are either supporter of Man Utd or Liverpool, maybe a handful are Arsenal. I don't really have a particular fancy for any of them, but if I were to choose, it will most probably be Man Utd because maybe I'm influenced by my cousins who wears those AIG jersey. HAHA, and also David Beckham and Cristiano Ronaldo used to play for the club- I watch them rather than the football itself- LOL. ♥♥♥♥

However, last night when I was switching the channels, I chanced upon the match between Liverpool and Singapore. The match intrigue me as I wonder how Singapore team will fare against the Reds.

When I watched, it was already the second half of the match and Liverpool was leading 3-0. I was so thrilled to see the number of Liverpool fans in the crowd. In the end it was a 5-0 win for Liverpool.

Look at this guy, he's quite cute mann. His name is Fernando Torres if I'm not wrong.

Aww.. so sweet..

HAHAHA. The little boy is so lucky! Among all the sports, I think I like football the most. HAHA. I don't know why but I like guys who play football, I feel that they look so cool when they're playing.

OMG.
I'm so fickle minded. -Vampires/ Werewolves/ Footballer/ .... (what's next?)

Why this apathetic behaviour?

You're the reason for my existence

my Edward=You

I came across these pictures on Flickers where Bella is trying to save Edward from suicidal in New Moon. OMG. It made me can't wait anymore longer for NEW MOON to be in cinema. Please come quickly, Nov 20th.

It makes me so wanting to go to Italy when I read the part where they were in Italy beating the Volturi in time to save Edward. Oh, and talking about that part reminds me of the yellow Porsche that Alice stole, check this link. HAHA, I am drooling for it mannn. I love yellow sports car. I don't know why, though I am not those who really like the colour yellow-I don't dislike it either-. But I think it looks great.

♦♦♦♦
" NO!! Edward please don't die. I'm still alive."

"Open your eyes and look, I'm here"

" You're not dead. I'm not in hell"

"So glad to be able to see you again."

♥♥♥♥

I think I will be watching over and over again when it screened. LOL. Andandand, I can't wait for Breaking Dawn. My stupid sister still haven't finish reading. -.-

I totally heart Edward Cullen and wished that I have a BF like him. SIGH, I'm thinking of uhm... him, again.

Anyway, Breaking Dawn is so much thicker than Eclipse. Oh my.. Guess I'll be needing a much longer time to finish it. HAHA. But it's good mannn, really, it is a good way to spend my time. HAHA. I just love submerging myself into the story.

Just to side track abit, I think that Taylor Launter, ie. Jacob Black looks really hot!!! OMG
This is him with 1 of his fan, and isn't he just so cute??? HAHA. No wonder he is the warm- hot- werewolf. Both are really great guys- in the story- as far as I know. I really envy Bella so much.




Now, I'm not only in love with a vampire, but a werewolf as well. Confusing? Well, Bella knows best! HAHA