I will love only you
for the rest of my existence

I hate myself.
Why can't I control my temper/emotion?

I'm feeling so pissed off with I don't know what. I guess I need to attend anger management class already. But the problem is I don't know what I am angry about!

I'm feeling so mood less and I'm like a land mine that might just explode if you're not careful. I don't want to be like that, レベッカ can you please calm down? Omg. I think I'm going to go crazy soon.

I don't know whether if it's because of him, maybe, maybe not. I don't know is it because I'm unsure of my exact date of exam therefore I can't decide when to book the air tickets. So many things are clouding my mind right now. Maybe it's also because I can't get to read Breaking Dawn at the moment. Or probably because I feel sorry for Jacob Black's ending in Eclipse.

I'm feeling confused right now. Maybe it's because of him, or Edward. Okay, Edward doesn't link in here. But....
never mind. This is such a ridiculous post.


New Moon-03.12.09
Eclipse-30.06.10 (tentatively)